breakdown town
in na they say that all users end up in jail, the hospital, or dead.
i thought that was bullshit up until a couple weeks ago.
now ive been through two out of those three...
i fucked up. real bad. and im scared. and im hurting. and im fucked. so fucked.
and i cant stop. im fighting it really hard. how is duster addictive?
im as low down as ive ever been in my life and with my self. it blows. chunks. hard chunky chunks.
its been 7 years of using. using anything. its hard to stop. at least i havent smoked weed or done a pill in a couple weeks now.
i just have to stay away from canned air and slow down drinking. oy.
wish. me. luck.