to not dying
last night i tripped balls.
i saw the beginning and the ends of the universe...
i knew all...
it was amazing. it was like shrooms, but i was on tcs...weird..
tonight, hopefully, the same will happen...its on its way...
im bingeing like ive never binged before.
its my last monthas a teenager-i must lavish in these last few days of the truest freedom ive ever known-youth...
wish me luck.