ice, ice, baby
coke.
the night of (im not using backspacxe at all so i hope everyithing comes out right)was pitiful...npothin happened..i was upset...i went home at 1....
coke tonight tho. its working..really good...im grinding and going crazy inside...
my last "binge-if you can call it that-made melose weight..itwas a mix of everything-weed even, coke alot, rolls, tcs, everything i thing...think...
but that forced me to get more for this weeekend. my dress is looser my pants are looser...i found my ribs finally...i have ribs!
i dont know how i am going to stop the drugs to go into the armed forces, but i will prove to myself that i am more than just this loser druggie who is going nowhere...
but coke is good-yime for ice...time, it is time not yime...