both sides of the law(n)
saw triple 16 times last night..
started as just 8 then another 8 later...
i went on this date with someone i met when i was drunk on monday. in a dark movie theater. i didnt kno how itd go, so i brought reinforcements...
it is so sad how i am so poor at coping! like, i plan to get fucked up to help me through certain situations. its terrible.
i am such an addict! not a coke addict, not an inhalant addict, not a pill addict. an all encompassing addict.
itll never stop.
thats bad to say. id like to learn to cope with certain situations with sobriety rather than hiding under an invisibility cloak called drugs and alochol.
but he was sooo ugly. i wouldnt have been able to get through the night!
but a normal person would i suppose. whats normal??
i want drugs. i want drugs to leave me alooone...