always coca-cola
i remember so little. and i just remembered that i should write it in here before i completely forget.
heres the last however many days i can recall:
wednesday: coke, smoke, drink, xanax, leah, christine, dude
thursday: smoke, drink, kris, miguel, karlos taco bell with lucy, aubrey, elvis, etc.
friday: adderall, smoke, drink, xanax i think, kris, migs
saturday: smoke, ihop, bed
sunday: smoke, drink, xanax, alex, jess, kris, karlos, adam, fridays
this list is terrible. its terrible in punctuation. compilation. explanation. just terrible. but apparently, its harder for me to type my thoughts out than id anticipated and thats really all the detail i care to go into about that.
well, except that for each of those days that i was on some drug or something, i wanted coke. isnt that wierd? like, i have everything else in the world!!! and i still want coke. i had adderall for christs sake. coke.
i bought ACID the other night. i have cid in my possession at home. coke.
i have two oxycontins also in my posession. which ive never really tried or allowed myself to feel. all i think is coke.
oh, shit i forgot i needs to buy rxb and gym class heroes ticket...i have to go to nsu's website see if theyll gimme one.
final thought: i love coke. need coke. and truly, no matter how drunk, stoned, barred up, or adderalled up-i still want it. ALWAYS.