booze 'em
im a self-medicator.
no matter what the substance is, i need it.
if i dont get high i want to get drunk.
if i cant do those than id like something. anything.
its bad. im bad.
i want something all the time. literally, all the time.
15 year old neighbor came up to me while i was smoking my fag yesterday and offered me pot. i just so happened to have cash on me and bought it.
im bored at home. and now im 21. i plan on getting me some liquor tonight and drinking it. by my lonesome? i dont know. and cant really say i care.
i just need something. to fill some imaginary? void.