what?
i smoked last night. it was the first night in over a week.
im so mad at myself for not being able to abstain.
it was nice though. i think i killed it with the funnel cake at ihop. oh, well.
it was one last hurrah.
i dont feel like drugs right now. not forever, but right now. sex either, but that could just be because it looks so unpromising at this point in my life.
but its okay-i dont like sex, remember?