my mom says im a catch
its been too long since ive had any reason to update here.
the drought isnt exactly over, but it has let up some.
friday night. 14 tcs. felt like a god.
everything felt perfect. everything that happened felt like that was exactly what should be happening at that moment.
had a 3 hour conversation with carlos with a k. about everything. religion, stupid people, movies, life, death, tv, books, music, family, history. everything.
it was nice. i havent just talked to someone like we talked in so long i cant remember-if ever. i decided that in our 8 years of knowing each other, michael and i probably havent really talked as much as karlos and i did friday night.
and the best part is the platonic nature of the whole thing. our opposite sexes played no part. which was nice.
i long for drugs so much more than i actually get them.