drug free summer
so...in the four years ive had this diary...ive never used the word summer..in here. so, there it is..and here it is more and more..summer summer summer summer.
this has been my most drug free summer since i was 15. it feels absolutely fine to me. im still alcohol dependent though..but i think im more responsible than in the past-mostly..
i sometimes crave, but im handling it. i just have to remember how terrible and scary jail was.
this summer is being very fun.
damn..i barely drank this weekend. i wont be able to make up for it til tuesday...but ill make sure to double makeup come then...