no friends
im getting stupider.
thats what the damn shits done to me.
but thats just a small side effect of what december did to me.
i want it all. really i do.
and everytime i think i have it...something slips and i have to start over.
happens every year or two.
and its happening now. which means a new chapter is upon me. but i have no idea what its gonna be.
so, its focus and get my shit together time. i will have it all again in a month or two or three. i always do.
it was fun! though. and sometimes scary.
the beach on new years day with glen and justin. the bus rides. the stores and things i got. the people i met. the trips i tripped. enlightenment at times.
but its time to slow my roll. i can do it. i have the least amount of money ive ever had.
ok.