the seasons turn and stuff
acids amazing. twice last weekend.
and if i hadnt just locked myself out of that world id want to do it way more-at least that stuff from mike.
straight and narrow.
its not what i want, but what i need right now.
last weekend made me hardcore realize that. my eyes were opened even though they were tripping. i saw everything for what it truly was. i saw everyone with their clothes off and its just so pathetic under there (under where? ha!). i need to back off and breathe and remember what life without needing a substance was like. and its been about 6 years of this, so it aint gonna be easy. but, its for my life. i neeed it.
i still have weed though. but, that will go in time. im just using it as my sippy cup, if you will, while i ween off the bottle.
i have high hopes for myself, and this is just the start of what i hope to accomplish with me. then, once im good...let the good times roll. but not now, theres too much to get done.