if i had a nickel every time i wanted drugs....i could buy all the drugs in the world and still have enough nickels to support a third world country.
i dont want drugs.
i do. but i dont.
i dont want them when miguel cant have them.
i dont want them when everyone else is ridiculously obsessing over them.
i want them in ample supply all for myself.
i want them cheap.
i dont want to waste money on drugs, for crying out loud.
i just want to be happy. and to do what i want. ugh!!!!! i dont know what i want! theres no balance. theres no stopping. theres no control. theres no happiness.