3 months
im getting ever so much closer to finishing this program. 3 months left (if i can pay this week).
im ever so excited and the complete opposite.
i cant wait to get fucked up. and im afraid of the paranoia that will accompany that.
im kind of scared that being high has been forever ruined for me.
or that the second the fear disappears i get into trouble again. and after that i just wont care and ill become a meth head and spend the rest of my life in crack houses and jails.
so...well see.